Wow, today is just such a beautiful day. I am so very excited just a few more days until I get a much needed vaction. Hey and I am actually looking forward to spending time with my family, I love my family more than anything but when you share one hotel room you can get a little too close, especially when your whole family SNORES. I cant sleep when they start snoring, so usually when we go on a family vacation I only get sleep on the drive to where we're going and the drive back home. I am looking forward to going to the clubs on Pleasure Island at Disney's Market Place. Of course Hayden cant get into the clubs for people over a 19 so we will most likely go to the younger clubs which is okay with me. I am also looking forward to the new Pirates of the Carribean movie coming out and the ride being updated. Oh I just cant wait! Plus I am going to Typhoon Lagoon which is the world's best water park. Anyways most of all today is a great day because I only have two more days after this before classes are over. I have kept all A's in my classes and now I only have to get through the next two days and then my two exams on Monday, oh and I have a mid-term for my on-line class tomorrow but it wont be too hard, its Survey of Computers, or something like that. Things couldnt be better right now, I am not nearly as stressed out as I thought I would be with every thing that is comming up. I am just thankful that God has cleared my mind and thoughts of all the things that were worrying me over the past couple of months and has given me the ability to over come one of my greatest fears- the fear of letting go and moving on. There were as I am quite certain a few things that I was not ready to let go of but over the past few days I have become more confident in myself and my ability to face my fears. So I am doing great and I am not going to let my fears hold me back any longer. I have to give credit where it is due. God has done the most in my life to help me over come the fears that were holding me back and my dad. My dad has helped me so much, there was one particular aspect of my life that has seemed quite empty and naturally I was affraid of letting go of the one person that I thought had filled that void, but that was just causing me more stress and annoyance than it could ever be worth. My dad and I usually sit down and just talk and most of the time over the past couple of weeks or the past two months almost he has been helping me to see that the thing/s that I was stressing over was pointless, that all the stressing in the world was not going to change how the situation (now in the past) turned out. He's right, it was pointless, all the stressing because God is there for me to take my problems to and if I trust him he will take care of them. So now there is no need for me to run away from it any more I am prepared to meet the problem head on when the time comes that we will meet again. I am not backing down and letting that fear take hold again. God is my strength, my sheild, my stronghold, and sovereign over my life and I am not going to allow anything/anyone question that. So this is the last blog that will be dealing with the stress from my past. Each day is a new start and I can learn from the past without dwelling on it, trying to change it, or allowing the fear of it take hold of me again. As my dad would say "If its not going to be a problem in five to ten years from now, then its not a problem now!" See I do listen to what my parents have to say, well at least every now and then. I hope that everyone has as great of a day as what I am having. I hope that God will work in everyone's life as he has mine.