I am having a rather interesting day. When I woke up this morning I woke up to the strangest dream ever. It really made me think though about some things that I had been avoiding, about some people I had been avoiding thinking about, and about a part of my life that seems rather empty right now. I am not sure what the dream was exactly and I hate when that happens, but I do remember that it stirred some memories and thoughts that I had stored away in hopes that I would not cross again for some time. Lets just say I still think about the memories I guess and about the person and about a few other things, but I know that God has been guiding me because with each day the pain subsides a little more. In fact its been a while since the last time I really was hurting a lot and thats a good thing and I have to say that I am glad that the pain is going away. At one time I told my best friend that if falling in love meant that I was going to hurt like that more than just the one time maybe I didnt want to fall in love. I see though now just how wrong I was, I mean it does hurt every now and then, sometimes more than other times, but its worth it, its worth all of the great memories. What ever the dream may have been it was one that really threw me, but it was I guess more of a wake up call (no pun intended!) than anything. I have to say though it must have been some dream to wake me up because I havent had hardly any sleep in the past couple of weeks because of all the studying I have been doing plus I dont ever get to see my dad with him in classes from 5-10 and then working in the shop when hes not in his Bar exam class. So I get up early and stay up late and with my insane mother (I guess shes really not insane but anyways) having Chad and I cleaning the house at an insane rate there is really no time for me to sleep at all. Thankfully I only have a week left of classes and then I have two finals so hopefully this wont last too much longer. Plus I get to go to Florida with my best friend in two weeks, which I am really looking forward to that. My dad told me today that he up-graded our hotel to the wilderness lodge, which means that we will have an awesome pool, be very close to the Magic Kingdom, and have boats that we can rent to ride around on in the huge lake. So I am looking forward to the end of classes because that means sleep and DISNEY. I cant help it I am so excited.